i wish i could be beautiful
and fill the world with beautiful things
so that the whole world would know just what beauty is
but i am merely a word-thief
someone who draws line sketches
so that the true essence is lost
i am hiding
but you do not know it
i barely did
until the bare flickering lightbulb
went on
with a soft click
and left me blinking blearily
after so long in the half-darkness
like a blind fish in an underground lake
c'est mon souhait
mais je sais que c'est
seulement
une rêve